Stave 2:  The First of the Three Spirits
    
         When Scrooge awoke, it was so dark, that looking out of
    bed, he could scarcely distinguish the transparent window from
    the opaque walls of his chamber. He was endeavouring to pierce
    the darkness with his ferret eyes, when the chimes of a
    neighbouring church struck the four quarters. So he listened
    for the hour.
    
         To his great astonishment the heavy bell went on from six
    to seven, and from seven to eight, and regularly up to twelve;
    then stopped. Twelve. It was past two when he went to bed. The
    clock was wrong. An icicle must have got into the works.
    Twelve.
    
         He touched the spring of his repeater, to correct this
    most preposterous clock. Its rapid little pulse beat twelve:
    and stopped.
    
         `Why, it isn't possible,' said Scrooge, `that I can have
    slept through a whole day and far into another night. It isn't
    possible that anything has happened to the sun, and this is
    twelve at noon.'
    
         The idea being an alarming one, he scrambled out of bed,
    and groped his way to the window. He was obliged to rub the
    frost off with the sleeve of his dressing-gown before he could
    see anything; and could see very little then. All he could
    make out was, that it was still very foggy and extremely cold,
    and that there was no noise of people running to and  fro, and
    making a great stir, as there unquestionably would have been
    if night had beaten off bright day, and taken possession of
    the world.  This was a great relief, because "Three days after
    sight of this First of Exchange pay to Mr. Ebenezer Scrooge on
    his order," and so forth, would have become a mere United
    States security if there were no days to count by.
    
         Scrooge went to bed again, and thought, and thought, and
    thought it over and over, and could make nothing of it.  The
    more he thought, the more perplexed he was; and, the more he
    endeavoured not to think, the more he thought.
    
         Marley's Ghost bothered him exceedingly. Every time he
    resolved within himself, after mature inquiry that it was all
    a dream, his mind flew back again, like a strong spring
    released, to its first position, andpresented the same problem
    to be worked all through, "Was it a dream or not?"
    
         Scrooge lay in this state until the chime had gone
    three-quarters more, when he remembered, on a sudden, that the
    Ghost hadwarned him of a visitation when the bell tolled one. 
    He resolved to lie awake until the hour was passed; and,
    considering that he could no more go to sleep than go to
    heaven, this was, perhaps, the wisest resolution in his power.
    
         The quarter was so long, that he was more than once
    convinced he must have sunk into a doze unconsciously, and
    missed the clock. At length it broke upon his listening ear.
    
         "Ding, dong!"
    
         "A quarter past," said Scrooge, counting.
    
         "Ding, dong!"
    
         "Half past," said Scrooge.
    
         "Ding, dong!"
    
         "A quarter to it," said Scrooge.
    
         "Ding, dong!"
    
         "The hour itself," said Scrooge triumphantly, "and
    nothing else!"
    
         He spoke before the hour bell sounded, which it now did
    with a deep, dull, hollow, melancholy One. Light flashed up in
    the room upon the instant, and the curtains of his bed were
    drawn.
    
         The curtains of his bed were drawn aside, I tell you, by
    a hand. Not the curtains at his feet, nor the curtains at his
    back, but those to which his face was addressed. The curtains
    of his bed were drawn aside; and Scrooge, starting up into a
    half-recumbent attitude, found himself face to face with the
    unearthly visitor who drew them: as close to it as I am now to
    you, and I am standing in the spirit at your elbow.
    
         It was a strange figure -- like a child: yet not so like
    a child as like an old man, viewed through some supernatural
    medium, which gave him the appearance of having receded from
    the view, and being diminished to a child's proportions. Its
    hair, which hung about its neck and down its back, was white
    as if with age; and yet the face had not a wrinkle in it, and
    the tenderest bloom was on the skin. The arms were very long
    and muscular; the hands the same, as if its hold were of
    uncommon strength. Its legs and feet, most delicately formed,
    were, like those upper members, bare. It wore a tunic of the
    purest white, and round its waist was bound a lustrous belt,
    the sheen of which was beautiful. It held a branch of fresh
    green holly in its hand; and, in singular contradiction of
    that wintry emblem, had its dress trimmed with summer flowers.
    But the strangest thing about it was, that from the crown of
    its head there sprung a bright clear jet of light, by which
    all this was visible; and which was doubtless the occasion of
    its using, in its duller moments, a great extinguisher for a
    cap, which it now held under its arm.
    
         Even this, though, when Scrooge looked at it with
    increasing steadiness, was not its strangest quality. For as
    its belt sparkled and glittered now in one part and now in
    another, and what was light one instant, at another time was
    dark, so the figure itself fluctuated in its distinctness:
    being now a thing with one arm, now with one leg, now with
    twenty legs, now a pair of legs without a head, now a head
    without a body: of which dissolving parts, no outline would be
    visible in the dense gloom wherein they melted away. And in
    the very wonder of this, it would be itself again; distinct
    and clear as ever.
    
         `Are you the Spirit, sir, whose coming was foretold to
    me.' asked Scrooge.
    
         `I am.'
    
         The voice was soft and gentle. Singularly low, as if
    instead of being so close beside him, it were at a distance.
    
         `Who, and what are you.' Scrooge demanded.
    
         `I am the Ghost of Christmas Past.'
    
         `Long Past.' inquired Scrooge: observant of its dwarfish
    stature.
    
         `No. Your past.'
    
         Perhaps, Scrooge could not have told anybody why, if
    anybody could have asked him; but he had a special desire to
    see the Spirit in his cap; and begged him to be covered.
    
         `What.' exclaimed the Ghost,' would you so soon put out,
    with worldly hands, the light I give. Is it not enough that
    you are one of those whose passions made this cap, and force
    me through whole trains of years to wear it low upon my brow.'
    
         Scrooge reverently disclaimed all intention to offend or
    any knowledge of having wilfully bonneted the Spirit at any
    period of his life. He then made bold to inquire what business
    brought him there.
    
         `Your welfare.' said the Ghost.
    
         Scrooge expressed himself much obliged, but could not
    help thinking that a night of unbroken rest would have been
    more conducive to that end. The Spirit must have heard him
    thinking, for it said immediately:
    
         `Your reclamation, then. Take heed.'
    
         It put out its strong hand as it spoke, and clasped him
    gently by the arm.
    
         `Rise. and walk with me.'
    
         It would have been in vain for Scrooge to plead that the
    weather and the hour were not adapted to pedestrian purposes;
    that bed was warm, and the thermometer a long way below
    freezing; that he was clad but lightly in his slippers,
    dressing-gown, and nightcap; and that he had a cold upon him
    at that time. The grasp, though gentle as a woman's hand, was
    not to be resisted. He rose: but finding that the Spirit made
    towards the window, clasped his robe in supplication.
    
         `I am mortal,' Scrooge remonstrated, `and liable to
    fall.'
    
         `Bear but a touch of my hand there,' said the Spirit,
    laying it upon his heart,' and you shall be upheld in more
    than this.'
    
         As the words were spoken, they passed through the wall,
    and stood upon an open country road, with fields on either
    hand. The city had entirely vanished. Not a vestige of it was
    to be seen. The darkness and the mist had vanished with it,
    for it was a clear, cold, winter day, with snow upon the
    ground.
    
         `Good Heaven!' said Scrooge, clasping his hands together,
    as he looked about him. `I was bred in this place. I was a boy
    here.'
    
         The Spirit gazed upon him mildly. Its gentle touch,
    though it had been light and instantaneous, appeared still
    present to the old man's sense of feeling. He was conscious of
    a thousand odours floating in the air, each one connected with
    a thousand thoughts, and hopes, and joys, and cares long,
    long, forgotten.
    
         `Your lip is trembling,' said the Ghost. `And what is
    that upon your cheek.'
    
         Scrooge muttered, with an unusual catching in his voice,
    that it was a pimple; and begged the Ghost to lead him where
    he would.
    
         `You recollect the way.' inquired the Spirit.
    
         `Remember it.' cried Scrooge with fervour; `I could walk
    it blindfold.'
    
         `Strange to have forgotten it for so many years.'
    observed the Ghost. `Let us go on.'
    
         They walked along the road, Scrooge recognising every
    gate, and post, and tree; until a little market-town appeared
    in the distance, with its bridge, its church, and winding
    river. Some shaggy ponies now were seen trotting towards them
    with boys upon their backs, who called to other boys in
    country gigs and carts, driven by farmers. All these boys were
    in great spirits, and shouted to each other, until the broad
    fields were so full of merry music, that the crisp air laughed
    to hear it.
    
         `These are but shadows of the things that have been,'
    said the Ghost. `They have no consciousness of us.'
    
         The jocund travellers came on; and as they came, Scrooge
    knew and named them every one. Why was he rejoiced beyond all
    bounds to see them. Why did his cold eye glisten, and his
    heart leap up as they went past. Why was he filled with
    gladness when he heard them give each other Merry Christmas,
    as they parted at cross-roads and bye-ways, for their several
    homes. What was merry Christmas to Scrooge. Out upon merry
    Christmas. What good had it ever done to him.
    
         `The school is not quite deserted,' said the Ghost. `A
    solitary child, neglected by his friends, is left there
    still.'
    
         Scrooge said he knew it. And he sobbed.
    
         They left the high-road, by a well-remembered lane, and
    soon approached a mansion of dull red brick, with a little
    weathercock-surmounted cupola, on the roof, and a bell hanging
    in it. It was a large house, but one of broken fortunes; for
    the spacious offices were little used, their walls were damp
    and mossy, their windows broken, and their gates decayed.
    Fowls clucked and strutted in the stables; and the
    coach-houses and sheds were over-run with grass. Nor was it
    more retentive of its ancient state, within; for entering the
    dreary hall, and glancing through the open doors of many
    rooms, they found them poorly furnished, cold, and vast. There
    was an earthy savour in the air, a chilly bareness in the
    place, which associated itself somehow with too much getting
    up by candle-light, and not too much to eat.
    
         They went, the Ghost and Scrooge, across the hall, to a
    door at the back of the house. It opened before them, and
    disclosed a long, bare, melancholy room, made barer still by
    lines of plain deal forms and desks. At one of these a lonely
    boy was reading near a feeble fire; and Scrooge sat down upon
    a form, and wept to see his poor forgotten self as he used to
    be.
    
         Not a latent echo in the house, not a squeak and scuffle
    from the mice behind the panelling, not a drip from the
    half-thawed water-spout in the dull yard behind, not a sigh
    among the leafless boughs of one despondent poplar, not the
    idle swinging of an empty store-house door, no, not a clicking
    in the fire, but fell upon the heart of Scrooge with a
    softening influence, and gave a freer passage to his tears.
    
         The Spirit touched him on the arm, and pointed to his
    younger self, intent upon his reading. Suddenly a man, in
    foreign garments: wonderfully real and distinct to look at:
    stood outside the window, with an axe stuck in his belt, and
    leading by the bridle an ass laden with wood.
    
         `Why, it's Ali Baba.' Scrooge exclaimed in ecstasy. `It's
    dear old honest Ali Baba. Yes, yes, I know. One Christmas
    time, when yonder solitary child was left here all alone, he
    did come, for the first time, just like that. Poor boy. And
    Valentine,' said Scrooge,' and his wild brother, Orson; there
    they go. And what's his name, who was put down in his drawers,
    asleep, at the Gate of Damascus; don't you see him. And the
    Sultan's Groom turned upside down by the Genii; there he is
    upon his head. Serve him right. I'm glad of it. What business
    had he to be married to the Princess.'
    
         To hear Scrooge expending all the earnestness of his
    nature on such subjects, in a most extraordinary voice between
    laughing and crying; and to see his heightened and excited
    face; would have been a surprise to his business friends in
    the city, indeed.
    
         `There's the Parrot.' cried Scrooge. `Green body and
    yellow tail, with a thing like a lettuce growing out of the
    top of his head; there he is. Poor Robin Crusoe, he called
    him, when he came home again after sailing round the island.
    `Poor Robin Crusoe, where have you been, Robin Crusoe.'  The
    man thought he was dreaming, but he wasn't. It was the Parrot,
    you know. There goes Friday, running for his life to the
    little creek. Halloa. Hoop. Hallo.'
    
         Then, with a rapidity of transition very foreign to his
    usual character, he said, in pity for his former self, `Poor
    boy.' and cried again.
    
         `I wish,' Scrooge muttered, putting his hand in his
    pocket, and looking about him, after drying his eyes with his
    cuff: `but it's too late now.'
    
         `What is the matter.' asked the Spirit.
    
         `Nothing,' said Scrooge. `Nothing. There was a boy
    singing a Christmas Carol at my door last night. I should like
    to have given him something: that's all.'
    
         The Ghost smiled thoughtfully, and waved its hand: saying
    as it did so, `Let us see another Christmas.'
    
         Scrooge's former self grew larger at the words, and the
    room became a little darker and more dirty. The panels shrunk,
    the windows cracked; fragments of plaster fell out of the
    ceiling, and the naked laths were shown instead; but how all
    this was brought about, Scrooge knew no more than you do. He
    only knew that it was quite correct; that everything had
    happened so; that there he was, alone again, when all the
    other boys had gone home for the jolly holidays.
    
         He was not reading now, but walking up and down
    despairingly. Scrooge looked at the Ghost, and with a mournful
    shaking of his head, glanced anxiously towards the door.
    
         It opened; and a little girl, much younger than the boy,
    came darting in, and putting her arms about his neck, and
    often kissing him, addressed him as her `Dear, dear brother.'
    
         `I have come to bring you home, dear brother.' said the
    child, clapping her tiny hands, and bending down to laugh. `To
    bring you home, home, home.'
    
         `Home, little Fan.' returned the boy.
    
         `Yes.' said the child, brimful of glee. `Home, for good
    and all. Home, for ever and ever. Father is so much kinder
    than he used to be, that home's like Heaven. He spoke so
    gently to me one dear night when I was going to bed, that I
    was not afraid to ask him once more if you might come home;
    and he said Yes, you should; and sent me in a coach to bring
    you. And you're to be a man.' said the child, opening her
    eyes,' and are never to come back here; but first, we're to be
    together all the Christmas long, and have the merriest time in
    all the world.'
    
         `You are quite a woman, little Fan.' exclaimed the boy.
    
         She clapped her hands and laughed, and tried to touch his
    head; but being too little, laughed again, and stood on tiptoe
    to embrace him. Then she began to drag him, in her childish
    eagerness, towards the door; and he, nothing loth to go,
    accompanied her.
    
         A terrible voice in the hall cried.' Bring down Master
    Scrooge's box, there.' and in the hall appeared the
    schoolmaster himself, who glared on Master Scrooge with a
    ferocious condescension, and threw him into a dreadful state
    of mind by shaking hands with him. He then conveyed him and
    his sister into the veriest old well of a shivering
    best-parlour that ever was seen, where the maps upon the wall,
    and the celestial and terrestrial globes in the windows, were
    waxy with cold. Here he produced a decanter of curiously light
    wine, and a block of curiously heavy cake, and administered
    instalments of those dainties to the young people: at the same
    time, sending out a meagre servant to offer a glass of
    something to the postboy, who answered that he thanked the
    gentleman, but if it was the same tap as he had tasted before,
    he had rather not. Master Scrooge's trunk being by this time
    tied on to the top of the chaise, the children bade the
    schoolmaster good-bye right willingly; and getting into it,
    drove gaily down the garden-sweep: the quick wheels dashing
    the hoar-frost and snow from off the dark leaves of the
    evergreens like spray.
    
         `Always a delicate creature, whom a breath might have
    withered,' said the Ghost. `But she had a large heart.'
    
         `So she had,' cried Scrooge. `You're right. I will not
    gainsay it, Spirit. God forbid.'
    
         `She died a woman,' said the Ghost,' and had, as I think,
    children.'
    
         `One child,' Scrooge returned.
    
         `True,' said the Ghost. `Your nephew.'
    
         Scrooge seemed uneasy in his mind; and answered briefly,
    `Yes.'
    
         Although they had but that moment left the school behind
    them, they were now in the busy thoroughfares of a city, where
    shadowy passengers passed and repassed; where shadowy carts
    and coaches battle for the way, and all the strife and tumult
    of a real city were. It was made plain enough, by the dressing
    of the shops, that here too it was Christmas time again; but
    it was evening, and the streets were lighted up.
    
         The Ghost stopped at a certain warehouse door, and asked
    Scrooge if he knew it.
    
         `Know it.' said Scrooge. `Was I apprenticed here.'
    
         They went in. At sight of an old gentleman in a Welsh
    wig, sitting behind such a high desk, that if he had been two
    inches taller he must have knocked his head against the
    ceiling, Scrooge cried in great excitement:
    
         `Why, it's old Fezziwig. Bless his heart; it's Fezziwig
    alive again.'
    
         Old Fezziwig laid down his pen, and looked up at the
    clock, which pointed to the hour of seven. He rubbed his
    hands; adjusted his capacious waistcoat; laughed all over
    himself, from his shows to his organ of benevolence; and
    called out in a comfortable, oily, rich, fat, jovial voice:
    
         `Yo ho, there. Ebenezer. Dick.'
    
         Scrooge's former self, now grown a young man, came
    briskly in, accompanied by his fellow-prentice.
    
         `Dick Wilkins, to be sure.' said Scrooge to the Ghost.
    `Bless me, yes. There he is. He was very much attached to me,
    was Dick. Poor Dick. Dear, dear.'
    
         `Yo ho, my boys.' said Fezziwig. `No more work to-night.
    Christmas Eve, Dick. Christmas, Ebenezer. Let's have the
    shutters up,' cried old Fezziwig, with a sharp clap of his
    hands,' before a man can say Jack Robinson.'
    
         You wouldn't believe how those two fellows went at it.
    They charged into the street with the shutters -- one, two,
    three -- had them up in their places -- four, five, six --
    barred them and pinned then -- seven, eight, nine -- and came
    back before you could have got to twelve, panting like
    race-horses.
    
         `Hilli-ho!' cried old Fezziwig, skipping down from the
    high desk, with wonderful agility. `Clear away, my lads, and
    let's have lots of room here. Hilli-ho, Dick. Chirrup,
    Ebenezer.'
    
         Clear away. There was nothing they wouldn't have cleared
    away, or couldn't have cleared away, with old Fezziwig looking
    on. It was done in a minute. Every movable was packed off, as
    if it were dismissed from public life for evermore; the floor
    was swept and watered, the lamps were trimmed, fuel was heaped
    upon the fire; and the warehouse was as snug, and warm, and
    dry, and bright a ball-room, as you would desire to see upon a
    winter's night.
    
         In came a fiddler with a music-book, and went up to the
    lofty desk, and made an orchestra of it, and tuned like fifty
    stomach-aches. In came Mrs Fezziwig, one vast substantial
    smile. In came the three Miss Fezziwigs, beaming and lovable.
    In came the six young followers whose hearts they broke. In
    came all the young men and women employed in the business. In
    came the housemaid, with her cousin, the baker. In came the
    cook, with her brother's particular friend, the milkman. In
    came the boy from over the way, who was suspected of not
    having board enough from his master; trying to hide himself
    behind the girl from next door but one, who was proved to have
    had her ears pulled by her mistress. In they all came, one
    after another; some shyly, some boldly, some gracefully, some
    awkwardly, some pushing, some pulling; in they all came,
    anyhow and everyhow. Away they all went, twenty couple at
    once; hands half round and back again the other way; down the
    middle and up again; round and round in various stages of
    affectionate grouping; old top couple always turning up in the
    wrong place; new top couple starting off again, as soon as
    they got there; all top couples at last, and not a bottom one
    to help them. When this result was brought about, old
    Fezziwig, clapping his hands to stop the dance, cried out,'
    Well done.' and the fiddler plunged his hot face into a pot of
    porter, especially provided for that purpose. But scorning
    rest, upon his reappearance, he instantly began again, though
    there were no dancers yet, as if the other fiddler had been
    carried home, exhausted, on a shutter, and he were a bran-new
    man resolved to beat him out of sight, or perish.
    
         There were more dances, and there were forfeits, and more
    dances, and there was cake, and there was negus, and there was
    a great piece of Cold Roast, and there was a great piece of
    Cold Boiled, and there were mince-pies, and plenty of beer.
    But the great effect of the evening came after the Roast and
    Boiled, when the fiddler (an artful dog, mind. The sort of man
    who knew his business better than you or I could have told it
    him.) struck up Sir Roger de Coverley.'  Then old Fezziwig
    stood out to dance with Mrs Fezziwig. Top couple, too; with a
    good stiff piece of work cut out for them; three or four and
    twenty pair of partners; people who were not to be trifled
    with; people who would dance, and had no notion of walking.
    
         But if they had been twice as many -- ah, four times --
    old Fezziwig would have been a match for them, and so would
    Mrs Fezziwig. As to her, she was worthy to be his partner in
    every sense of the term. If that's not high praise, tell me
    higher, and I'll use it. A positive light appeared to issue
    from Fezziwig's calves. They shone in every part of the dance
    like moons. You couldn't have predicted, at any given time,
    what would have become of them next. And when old Fezziwig and
    Mrs Fezziwig had gone all through the dance; advance and
    retire, both hands to your partner, bow and curtsey,
    corkscrew, thread-the-needle, and back again to your place;
    Fezziwig cut -- cut so deftly, that he appeared to wink with
    his legs, and came upon his feet again without a stagger.
    
         When the clock struck eleven, this domestic ball broke
    up. Mr and Mrs Fezziwig took their stations, one on either
    side of the door, and shaking hands with every person
    individually as he or she went out, wished him or her a Merry
    Christmas. When everybody had retired but the two prentices,
    they did the same to them; and thus the cheerful voices died
    away, and the lads were left to their beds; which were under a
    counter in the back-shop.
    
         During the whole of this time, Scrooge had acted like a
    man out of his wits. His heart and soul were in the scene, and
    with his former self. He corroborated everything, remembered
    everything, enjoyed everything, and underwent the strangest
    agitation. It was not until now, when the bright faces of his
    former self and Dick were turned from them, that he remembered
    the Ghost, and became conscious that it was looking full upon
    him, while the light upon its head burnt very clear.
    
         `A small matter,' said the Ghost,' to make these silly
    folks so full of gratitude.'
    
         `Small.' echoed Scrooge.
    
         The Spirit signed to him to listen to the two
    apprentices, who were pouring out their hearts in praise of
    Fezziwig: and when he had done so, said,
    
         `Why. Is it not. He has spent but a few pounds of your
    mortal money: three or four perhaps. Is that so much that he
    deserves this praise.'
    
         `It isn't that,' said Scrooge, heated by the remark, and
    speaking unconsciously like his former, not his latter, self.
    `It isn't that, Spirit. He has the power to render us happy or
    unhappy; to make our service light or burdensome; a pleasure
    or a toil. Say that his power lies in words and looks; in
    things so slight and insignificant that it is impossible to
    add and count them up: what then. The happiness he gives, is
    quite as great as if it cost a fortune.'
    
         He felt the Spirit's glance, and stopped.
    
         `What is the matter.' asked the Ghost.
    
         `Nothing in particular,' said Scrooge.
    
         `Something, I think.' the Ghost insisted.
    
         `No,' said Scrooge,' No. I should like to be able to say
    a word or two to my clerk just now. That's all.'
    
         His former self turned down the lamps as he gave
    utterance to the wish; and Scrooge and the Ghost again stood
    side by side in the open air.
    
         `My time grows short,' observed the Spirit. `Quick.'
    
         This was not addressed to Scrooge, or to any one whom he
    could see, but it produced an immediate effect. For again
    Scrooge saw himself. He was older now; a man in the prime of
    life. His face had not the harsh and rigid lines of later
    years; but it had begun to wear the signs of care and avarice.
    There was an eager, greedy, restless motion in the eye, which
    showed the passion that had taken root, and where the shadow
    of the growing tree would fall.
    
         He was not alone, but sat by the side of a fair younggirl
    in a mourning-dress: in whose eyes there were tears,
    which sparkled in the light that shone out of the Ghost of
    Christmas Past.
    
         `It matters little,' she said, softly. `To you, very
    little. Another idol has displaced me; and if it can cheer and
    comfort you in time to come, as I would have tried to do, I
    have no just cause to grieve.'
    
         `What Idol has displaced you.' he rejoined.
    
         `A golden one.'
    
         `This is the even-handed dealing of the world.' he said.
    `There is nothing on which it is so hard as poverty; and there
    is nothing it professes to condemn with such severity as the
    pursuit of wealth.'
    
         `You fear the world too much,' she answered, gently. `All
    your other hopes have merged into the hope of being beyond the
    chance of its sordid reproach. I have seen your nobler
    aspirations fall off one by one, until the master-passion,
    Gain, engrosses you. Have I not.'
    
         `What then.' he retorted. `Even if I have grown so much
    wiser, what then. I am not changed towards you.'
    
         She shook her head.
    
         `Am I.'
    
         `Our contract is an old one. It was made when we were
    both poor and content to be so, until, in good season, we
    could improve our worldly fortune by our patient industry. You
    are changed. When it was made, you were another man.'
    
         `I was a boy,' he said impatiently.
    
         `Your own feeling tells you that you were not what you
    are,' she returned. `I am. That which promised happiness when
    we were one in heart, is fraught with misery now that we are
    two. How often and how keenly I have thought of this, I will
    not say. It is enough that I have thought of it, and can
    release you.'
    
         `Have I ever sought release.'
    
         `In words. No. Never.'
    
         `In what, then.'
    
         `In a changed nature; in an altered spirit; in another
    atmosphere of life; another Hope as its great end. In
    everything that made my love of any worth or value in your
    sight. If this had never been between us,' said the girl,
    looking mildly, but with steadiness, upon him;' tell me, would
    you seek me out and try to win me now. Ah, no.'
    
         He seemed to yield to the justice of this supposition, in
    spite of himself. But he said with a struggle,' You think
    not.'
    
         `I would gladly think otherwise if I could,' she
    answered, `Heaven knows. When I have learned a Truth like
    this, I know how strong and irresistible it must be. But if
    you were free to-day, to-morrow, yesterday, can even I believe
    that you would choose a dowerless girl -- you who, in your
    very confidence with her, weigh everything by Gain: or,
    choosing her, if for a moment you were false enough to your
    one guiding principle to do so, do I not know that your
    repentance and regret would surely follow. I do; and I release
    you. With a full heart, for the love of him you once were.'
    
         He was about to speak; but with her head turned from him,
    she resumed.
    
         `You may -- the memory of what is past half makes me hope
    you will -- have pain in this. A very, very brief time, and
    you will dismiss the recollection of it, gladly, as an
    unprofitable dream, from which it happened well that you
    awoke. May you be happy in the life you have chosen.'
    
         She left him, and they parted.
    
         `Spirit.' said Scrooge,' show me no more. Conduct me
    home. Why do you delight to torture me.'
    
         `One shadow more.' exclaimed the Ghost.
    
         `No more.' cried Scrooge. `No more, I don't wish to see
    it. Show me no more.'
    
         But the relentless Ghost pinioned him in both his arms,
    and forced him to observe what happened next.
    
         They were in another scene and place; a room, not very
    large or handsome, but full of comfort. Near to the winter
    fire sat a beautiful young girl, so like that last that
    Scrooge believed it was the same, until he saw her, now a
    comely matron, sitting opposite her daughter. The noise in
    this room was perfectly tumultuous, for there were more
    children there, than Scrooge in his agitated state of mind
    could count; and, unlike the celebrated herd in the poem, they
    were not forty children conducting themselves like one, but
    every child was conducting itself like forty. The consequences
    were uproarious beyond belief; but no one seemed to care; on
    the contrary, the mother and daughter laughed heartily, and
    enjoyed it very much; and the latter, soon beginning to mingle
    in the sports, got pillaged by the young brigands most
    ruthlessly. What would I not have given to one of them. Though
    I never could have been so rude, no, no. I wouldn't for the
    wealth of all the world have crushed that braided hair, and
    torn it down; and for the precious little shoe, I wouldn't
    have plucked it off, God bless my soul. to save my life. As to
    measuring her waist in sport, as they did, bold young brood, I
    couldn't have done it; I should have expected my arm to have
    grown round it for a punishment, and never come straight
    again. And yet I should have dearly liked, I own, to have
    touched her lips; to have questioned her, that she might have
    opened them; to have looked upon the lashes of her downcast
    eyes, and never raised a blush; to have let loose waves of
    hair, an inch of which would be a keepsake beyond price: in
    short, I should have liked, I do confess, to have had the
    lightest licence of a child, and yet to have been man enough
    to know its value.
    
         But now a knocking at the door was heard, and such a rush
    immediately ensued that she with laughing face and plundered
    dress was borne towards it the centre of a flushed and
    boisterous group, just in time to greet the father, who came
    home attended by a man laden with Christmas toys and presents.
    Then the shouting and the struggling, and the onslaught that
    was made on the defenceless porter. The scaling him with
    chairs for ladders to dive into his pockets, despoil him of
    brown-paper parcels, hold on tight by his cravat, hug him
    round his neck, pommel his back, and kick his legs in
    irrepressible affection. The shouts of wonder and delight with
    which the development of every package was received. The
    terrible announcement that the baby had been taken in the act
    of putting a doll's frying-pan into his mouth, and was more
    than suspected of having swallowed a fictitious turkey, glued
    on a wooden platter. The immense relief of finding this a
    false alarm. The joy, and gratitude, and ecstasy. They are all
    indescribable alike. It is enough that by degrees the children
    and their emotions got out of the parlour, and by one stair at
    a time, up to the top of the house; where they went to bed,
    and so subsided.
    
         And now Scrooge looked on more attentively than ever,
    when the master of the house, having his daughter leaning
    fondly on him, sat down with her and her mother at his own
    fireside; and when he thought that such another creature,
    quite as graceful and as full of promise, might have called
    him father, and been a spring-time in the haggard winter of
    his life, his sight grew very dim indeed.
    
         `Belle,' said the husband, turning to his wife with a
    smile,' I saw an old friend of yours this afternoon.'
    
         `Who was it.'
    
         `Guess.'
    
         `How can I. Tut, don't I know.' she added in the same
    breath, laughing as he laughed. `Mr Scrooge.'
    
         `Mr Scrooge it was. I passed his office window; and as it
    was not shut up, and he had a candle inside, I could scarcely
    help seeing him. His partner lies upon the point of death, I
    hear; and there he sat alone. Quite alone in the world, I do
    believe.'
    
         `Spirit.' said Scrooge in a broken voice,' remove me from
    this place.'
    
         `I told you these were shadows of the things that have
    been,' said the Ghost. `That they are what they are, do not
    blame me.'
    
         `Remove me.' Scrooge exclaimed,' I cannot bear it.'
    
         He turned upon the Ghost, and seeing that it looked upon
    him with a face, in which in some strange way there were
    fragments of all the faces it had shown him, wrestled with it.
    
         `Leave me. Take me back. Haunt me no longer.'
    
         In the struggle, if that can be called a struggle in
    which the Ghost with no visible resistance on its own part was
    undisturbed by any effort of its adversary, Scrooge observed
    that its light was burning high and bright; and dimly
    connecting that with its influence over him, he seized the
    extinguisher-cap, and by a sudden action pressed it down upon
    its head.
    
         The Spirit dropped beneath it, so that the extinguisher
    covered its whole form; but though Scrooge pressed it down
    with all his force, he could not hide the light, which
    streamed from under it, in an unbroken flood upon the ground.
    
         He was conscious of being exhausted, and overcome by an
    irresistible drowsiness; and, further, of being in his own
    bedroom.  He gave the cap a parting squeeze, in which his hand
    relaxed; and had barely time to reel to bed, before he sank
    into a heavy sleep.
    


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